Do you know how it's like to miss someone and knowing that he missing you too?
To love someone and knowing that he loves you too?
I know how it feels like. It's hard. it's hard because I can't be with this someone.
I miss him terribly.. I keep thinking of him everyday, eveynight, and evey second passing by
I think I'm gonna blow. Not seeing him? speeking of him only once or twice a week?
To hear him say "I love you.. I miss you so much, more than you ever know" and still, we can't
be together? I can't do this anymore. I need to see him. No. He promissed he'll be in touch but when
I told to call me when he can, he didn't do it. It's been a few day since then,
and still not a word from him. I'm not gonna chase him. He said he wants to see me but he's not even
calling me back.
I hate this feeling. Confused.

אני חייבת להפסיק לעשות דברים שאח"כ אני מתחרטת עליהם.