We just had a little celebration for the return of our homeroom teacher (whom I abhor). Quickly it decended to the Parents Day that is supposed to be today, and, of course, to arranging the money raising which is supposed to be done there. Everyone was given something to bring (so they can cook/toast/whatever something and sell it), and when they got to me, I tried to be indifferent till they leave me alone. But it didn't work: quickly, everyone started criticising me, accusing me of being egoistic or something. Someone mentioned the fact I'm against the trip, so some girl (a detestable girl whom I truly abhor) said, 'If it's too expensive, don't go! But quit playing the maggot!'
I got cross and yelled at them that I'd already said before that I'm not going to help, and I've explained exactly why I'm against the trip. I don't think I've ever been this mad in class beforehand. My teacher asked me if I'm cross (what an idiot...), and I yelled at her, 'YES I'M CROSS!' She told me to go out for some air, so I stormed out, saying, 'I don't need any of this fucking malarky!'
For fuck's sake, NO! It's NOT because of the fucking money! I'm against the whole attitude of 'Boo-hoo-hoo, we're Jews and everyone hates us... Let's learn how these mean gentiles wanted to kill us! We're better than everyone and we're gonna stay here, and screw them if they get mad!' This is NOT what the founders of this country had in mind. They wanted to start over. They wanted to show they can stand on their own feet and get over the old idiotic traditions. They came here to be HEBREWS, not JEWS. But the Ministry of Education wants to fuck it all up for them! For fuck's sake, that wojus moron Yuli Tamir kicked Jabotinsky out of the history material!
And going to Poland is the worst part of it. It's like Room 101. The that makes the whole fucking jug overflow. Whoopedoo, let's let the Ministry of Education's brainwash become COMPLETE! And not just that, let's make the students PAY FOR IT THEMSELVES!
But my idiot classmates can't figure it out for themselves. Oh, no. They'll just look at me as that babbling loon who just wants to provoke everyone and do the complete opposite of what everyone does. I try talking to them, I try explaining to them what I think. But do you think it helps? I've already told them exactly what I think about the trip. More than once. And look what happens. And then they wonder why Israel suffers from such a brain drain. Guess what? The majority of people I talk to, the majority of the more intelligent teenagers of Israel, realise this place, this culture, this everything is completely fucked up. Most of them will head to Europe once they're able. And so shall I!
I'm sick and tired of you once again, Israel. I hate you so much I can't describe it.
And then they wonder why I prefer the reclusive outcasts from the internet.
Unum diem...
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