i can't give up, right?

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# october 04, 8pm

i miss the old days. but there's no point to even fight to get them back, is there? i've tried. we tried. there's nothing more to it. all i can do now is to just try and move on. get new stuff, get used to these new stuff. forget about the old 'stuff'. i need to keep reminding myself that the past will stay in the past. i miss it, every single day, i miss it. but what else can i do?

to get my mind off of it i need more green, less pils, and most definatly more alcohol... i need november, to finally get my freedom. one more month. four more weeks to go.

(ps. no hebrew keys for a while. using my friend's laptop.)